the stereotypical bitter ex-wife blog

I hate that this blog sounds like the angry, bitter, ex-wife blog, but sometimes that's how I feel.  There is no one that can get me more angry than him.  It's not what he does, but what he doesn't do.  I can't stand a man that will not take financial responsibility for their kids, but plays the daddy hero role and bitches to everyone about the evil ex wife who is only after money.  It really makes me mad.  He has perfected that role too.  He NEVER offers any help to pay for the kids' s tuition, clothing, sports, nothing.  The only reason why he pays child support is because the state garnished his wages.  He lied about how much he makes (he gets paid under the table along with his paycheck) so he doesn't have to pay much for his kids.  And the kicker, my kids who are 5 and 2 think he's a hero.  He's the best, so much fun, the good guy, the guy that will pick them up 4 days a month and bring them to McDonalds and buy them toys.  What they don't know is that he refuses to pick them up on the "off " week for dinner, that he owes me 17,000 dollars, that he NEVER calls and asks about school, health, any of that.  He's the hero 4 days a month and I have to be the parent.  Anger, fury, rage, there not strong enough adjectives to describe my emotions towards him.  Put his "father of the year" act with all the things he's done to me and others and it makes me crazy.  It kills me that this man will have an influence in MY children's lives.  I hate that they are going to have to face what kind of man he really is, what he did, why he got into legal trouble, etc...  It's going to crush them.  I do not say one bad thing about their father in front of them, it's not their battle. I just don't know how I'm going to answer the questions the first time my son or daughter googles their last name and see what he's done.  They're to young to talk about it with, I'm not sure when a good age is.  Ugh, I really hate him